Literally as I’m writing this my hands are actually shaking with excitement. I honestly cannot even begin to explain! I’m currently writing this at 2:50am 24th September, post party. My actual birthday is tomorrow, 25th September but I had a huge party on Saturday. I’m literally so exhausted so I’m gonna spend this Sunday resting up and getting ready for tomorrow! It’s still weird to think that I’ll actually be turning 15, I feel so old, I’m like the oldest in my friendship group!
I feel like now more than ever I am so ready for change and self improvement (as cheesy as it sounds) haha! Like even just hosting a party in my house for example, is a huge deal for me. I don’t normally like to go too far out of my comfort zone but now that I have kinda dipped my toe in the water, I feel like it’s like a lil step to increasing my confidence. I was always really reserved and kinda shy, well I still am, but idk I feel like I’m getting more comfortable with taking risks. Now this doesn’t mean that I’m like ready to go skydiving every week or something it’s more so that I’m not immediately ruling things out when they are irregular for me.
Of course when things change it can be super daunting, but sometimes that change is what you need, even if you don’t think you do. Change can bring on opportunities that may not have been there before and just broaden you horizons in general. Change as a whole scares me, as I usually like to feel comfortable but I’ve kinda come to realize that change can sometimes be a good thing.
I’ve had such a fabulous weekend; surrounded by my closest friends and a game of Cards Against Humanity. I’m feeling super positive and just pushing any feelings of stress to the side so I can enjoy myself to the max. Tomorrow I will be at dance until 7:30pm but once I get home I’ll be able to kick back and relax. I hope you guys have a fab week!
P.S: Comment below when your birthdays are, I’d love to know! Byesies! Xxx